Don't Wanna Say Good Bye..

It never actually hit me till the graduation day . that this would end soon . in just another 3 weeks or so . I've lived for 17 years . been a teenager for 5 . been in this school for 1 . I've been trying to put myself back in high school . just to see if i would be feeling the way i feel now . depressed , miserable , pathetic , joy-less , comfortless , cheerless , heartsick . no . i wouldn't be feeling like this if i was there . my one year at this school has covered up my horrible 5 years of being a teenager . in that one year , i got to know a few people who has changed my life for the best . in that one year , I've changed for the best . and it's gonna be hard saying good bye . i don't wanna say good bye . bcause that just means i have to start over . because that means i'll be loosing my dongsaeng , my cute handsome fake husband , my ra , my alin , my pah . and i don't want that . i really don't . i'd rather give any other years of my life that i have just to get this one year back . i'll do anything for that .