Tomorrow would be the "Hari Anugerah Akademik" or sumting la . haha . i couldn't have cared less . after all i didn't get anything right ? to think of it straight . the last time i was on stage . been given a big applause by my dad was probably 5 years ago . it's been 5 years . 5 stupid and horrible and devastating years of my entire life . and i'm only 17 . could any thing get any worse ? it has been a while since i made my dad proud of me again . but make no mistake . it's been a while since my PARENTS were even proud of me . so when they told me i got highest in my english subject . i was like, "yes! i get to make my dad come to my hari anugerah." but then i was wrong . apparently , they did some kind of purata to the marks . which made me not getting the award . it broke me for a while . i mean bila lagi kn nk buat parents rasa bangga . i guess i just brought them down again . haha . well , i guess i'm known for that already . i did for the past years . one year can go wrong rite ? hm . now i know why many teenagers took away their own life . SUICIDE !! haha .
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