It's 2 a.m.

You know when you watch a movie . especially a romantic movie or anything la kn . and sometimes there's a proposing scene . where the guy gets down on one knee and starts proposing . meluahkan perasaan la katakan . haha . and so far , all the movies i've watched has only showed me the girl accepts the proposal . none that i remember showed me they turned it down . so , here's the thing . it's 2 a.m. and i'm texting with this guy i got to know from a friend . i've known him for like 2 weeks . maybe 3 . hm . he's senior . and he's off to college soon . but that's not the problem . the problem is we've got to know each other . and he proposed to me . not as his wife la . but as his girlfriend . i really wished he meant a "girl friend" . as in kawan perempuan . but i don't think that's what he meant . haha . people might know me as the girl who has a really hard time of saying 'NO' to people . so basically he said , "when i likes that person, i just want that person in my life." . so , i kept thinking . i feel the same way . but it's just not him . i like him . i do . i won't lie about that . unfortunately , there's someone else . sorry .

p/s : sorry . emo sikit . haha . :)